爱情对我想迷宫，

拒绝我后我发疯。

心里想的还是你，

怎样做不伤自己？

心被最心爱的女孩受了重伤。看着面子上，因该放弃她。但是心里想的只有她。睡觉时还经常梦见她。为她而失眠，为她而沉默，为她而感受悲哀与伤痛。脑里想着和她彻底分裂卻心还不肯放弃她。现在我该怎么做？老天救救我吧，我迷路了。

友情中必有信任，

否则互相生仇恨。

为她付出我的爱，

还回寒冷的温暖。

这首诗的意义是在形容我对爱情的意见。我一生只对三个人真心真意的动了心。虽然前两位没谈成，但是从来没有这样伤过我。今天我请了那为天天活在我心中的女孩陪我放春假时去度假。不只没完整回答，而还告诉我她对我还不熟，所以不知她是否该对我有这么深的信任。听完着句，我的心就碎成了粉。虽然她信任我是个好人，不过能够说出这句话就代表她对我有虚伪的温暖。

Possibly this is my first blog in full english...lol.  Itz not that I'm not fluent in english, itz just that I have a sudden urge of Asian Pride take over so I'll be doing many things in chinese for a while.  Anywayz, got braces two days ago and trust me, when the dentists say braces don't hurt, THEY LIED!!!!!!!

Itz day three now and it still hurtz like getting sucker punched in the jaw continuously.  Also since in the week prior to this, I had dental spacers put in; I haven't eaten a real meal in two weeks.  I had supplements of soft tofu and slim fast meal after meal.  It was only the past two-three days I was able to swallow some food items whole.  Wish me luck in having the braces actually be worth this much trouble.